hard time please go away i want peace

At the very critical time 

like right now all of us are having a hard time finishing their things

all of us

i know we are all busy, stress, tons of works have to finish up before deadline

and i'm not saying it i'm the one who having the most hard time

i'm not saying i'm the most poor little girl who always be the victims of circumstance

i can hear some of the problem from others

they told the stories

i heard

they got what they want
i just got the leftovers
who cares

i got what my effort should deserve it
they told other story that more sad than me
which that is deserve for them
do i care 

i'm blaming the people who i can put the blame to

and all that because of my ego

and i have to take care of other's feelings

i fucking tired of all of these shit